Shredded into pieces

so long since i blog.

2006-05-15T02:45:00.000+08:00

oks. i flunked nmy o's. i mean tt's expected. lots of ups and downs in my life.

been a thousand years since i last saw my bibi. well, glad tt things turn out well fer her and lex.

as fer my relationship, get to noe a guy by the name of zhifa 2 months back. now tt we r together, i feel tt i ain't reali tt important to him. cos he's always more concerned abt his brothers. more den me. wat cna i say? since i noe him he's alrdy like tis. but right now he's treating me much better alrdy. no longer have tt kinda cold feeling frm him towards me. he's now happily slping and snoring. well, he's sick. having fever and flu. pains me. i dun wanna on the fan os i'm afraid his sickness will get worse. so here i am suffering. so damn hot can. den cannot slp. gotta wipe away his sweat evry now and den. sucha gd gf right?

my bday jus passed. ok la, its been 1 month alrdy. and i got nothing frm him. spent my bday whole night watchin him play mahjong. aft tt slp thru my bday. hais. way a sad thing. but wat reali pains me is tt he din even plan anything or buy any present fer me. like i said, perhaps i'm jus not so important to him. well, i cant complain much too cos tis is my choice. i dunno how long more can i take it. but i'll try my best bas.

tmr still gotta work. finding someone to acc me fer breakfast. -bye-

Dun act las..

2005-05-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

C'on.. Its over? Wat more to say? Rubbish.. Loads of it.. So wat if u left? Dya think u meant dat much to me? Ohhhhh!!! GOSH!!! Bu yao tai kan de qi zi ji.. Nothing but craps come outta ya mouth.. U think u treat me reali gd? I dun think so.. Well, may find me young, but dya noe i find u too borin? NO LIFE!?! WTH!?! Complaints is all i get.. Well, dats enough.. I dun need u anyways.. So i dun even care wat u're gonna say.. Dun make afool outta yaself.. =D *smiles* I'M WAT I'M!! I'M JAMIE!!! GET TIS IN YA BLOCK SH*T HEAD!

Our 2nd month~

2005-01-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hi dar this blog is especially done for u.. well today 23/11/04 is our second month, alright it seem like we had already been together for years, as u said this relationship we put in lots of effort to carry it on, done it with tears, sweats.. i agree tt our 2nd month was really a hard one.. ok lar anyway things has pass lets jus forget abt it..

well ytd come out with this blog skin... hope u like it, i took it from blogskins.com. Didn't manage to do winnie the pooh one for u, so sad.....well glad tt u bought me the t-shirt, i really like it alot. i know u are trying very hard to gif me surprises but always failed! lol try it hard again u can do it one k?

i supposed this is the shortest blog i ever do for u.. the previous blog was all abt those unhappiness, sorrow, pain~ lol now this is jus a short and sweet blog.. no more of those rubbish liao.. i love ya~

SChool sTarting~

2005-01-16T14:10:00.000+08:00

Well guys jamie starting school tomolo wish her good luck men!! and hope she really do well for her o's... cus i'm waiting for her at tp!! faster cum and join me! =) alright she gona wake up 7.30am tomolo morning do u think she could do it? lol lets make a bet!! hahaha alright lets stop making fun of her~ she is such a poor girl~

alright now is lets talk abt something more serious~ well this morning i told her "if onli we could go back to the first few weeks when we started into realtionship~ so sweet, so loving!" she agree, right now not to said we are still as loving, as sweet.. but jus those few matters tt bring us down. Told her be4 being together its not jus a single side, requires both parties to work on it, be it trueful, trust or love, it tks 2 hand to make a clap.. this goes to the same in relationship~ well thats what all along i haf been thinkin..

Well i hope we could walk down the red carpets 6 yrs from now, i promised u i will do it and work for it as long as we truely treat each other ya? SmileZ*. or unless u dun wan to married...lol.. ok la 6 yrs time is still a long way to go.. right now jus wana concentrate and bring her back to what we use to be... to the way we were so sweet, so loving, dar gifme sometimes to get over it ya?

all right kinda long winded this few days, dunno why... Blog is the best way for me to sound out my feelings to her...ok lar... now from me to u i promised my love for u will nv change, 4 more months left u gotta wait for me ya! =) i love muaCks~!

Why it has to be like this..

2005-01-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hi ther, wei loon here helping my dar to blog again...shes asleep now.. well yesterday 08/01/05 was kinda sucks! totally screw up because of one call...Cause both of us to quarrel... i sahould have trusted her, but deep inside my heart i really wanted to find out the truth, if not i book in le, i would have started to think too much and ends up causing more problems..

but now everything solved, i know she really cares abt me and i do really scare of losing her in tt way...i wouldn't wan this to happen...if it really happen i would not be able to tk it... cus i'm jus so deeply in love with her..

ok after we solved our things. i sent her to j8 to meet up with her best friends BI BI!! so both of them could have a lil of their girls time, while i went to meet up the t.r.t at town area.. well i was told bibi had problems with her bf..so ok lar perhaps jamie could went over and console her..but realise once she left me i felt a bit of insercurity maybe its the matter tt cause me to be like this... i jus suddenly had a feeling i really need her to be by my side.

alright then she came over to orchard to meet me and told me she going M.S with bibi to settle things with bibi's bf..ok i had to let her go, bibi needs her more than i need her at tt point of time.. unwillingly i let her go.. sadly walking down orchard with ah han glenn jeff chun and jia ling.. we also dunno where to go...end up sitting at starbucks. i'm jus waiting for her...

alright after they had finish their problems, jamie came down to meet me.. happy to see her. but i jus quietly hide my feelings in me. ok got to know bibi had broken up with her bf.. ok shall stop this topic here

well we went changi village to eat..see ah gua of cause. glad tt i and jamie was back happileh again~ on our way da first tiome i try 140/150km/hr with her..haha its been such a long time since i had this kind of excitment feeling...everything unhappy in me was busted out.. hahaha

ok lar heres goes her blog for today...well shall let her continues when shes awake? BYEeEEeee smilEzZZ*

Weets

2005-01-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

Hahas.. I'm back here to blog fer myself.. These few days hubbi have been blogging fer me.. Anyways type is i type la.. But all these words came out frm his mouth.. So it makes no difference whether is i blog anot.. =D Ehs.. *Ahem* Have been spending so much time with him.. And i dun even have time fer darlin.Nat nor my family.. Today i heard my mum said something, "U reali will care fer us mehs?" I felt dat she jus pierced a sword into my heart, making it bleed like nobodys' business.. I love them so much and she can reali bring herself to say out these kinda things to me.. WTH!? Mayb i jus din reali show them how much i treasure them.. But i reali do.. Oks, lets' forget abt tis..

Hubbi accompanied me to BMC on 5th Jan 05.. Well, wat can i say? Pte schools.. Oh.. SUCKS!!! WTH!?! Pte O's for a fucking hell $3255!! Still dare to say its a discounted price.. Non-discounted price is $3855!! Dat equals to abt $300 per month.. Hais.. And dat stupid Guan Beng promised to go with me.. He put me aeroplane to Holland.. Nvms, used to it.. He's always trying to be funneh.. Or mayb he lost his memory agains.. Or mayb he coma agains.. =X Dat means dat i hafta go thru tis exam all by myself.. Gg to sch myself.. Sians..

Hey hey its me LIM WEI LOON... her Bi!! hahaha this potion of blog belongs to me ok!! We agree on my blog and her blog the last potion would be ours...ok abit of nonsense here and there... alright, shes going to sch le...jan 17...shes going to meet new classmates, new faces, of cus sure got handsome to meet one...hahaha how?? ok lar trust her la.. i know she won't do monkey business with them one... u are mine ok!! hahahahaa abit of possessive...but ok lar, aniway i may also going sch le...so not to worry...

Wa lans.. He go TP gehgans got alot of girls de lO!!! Somemore ppl ride Super 4 can 'gua chia'!! I think i'm gg to sch fetch him everyday or mayb i should hide myself in his sch bag den appear oni when he finishes sch.. Ohhh.. C'mon i dun trust HIM!!

What more could i said

2005-01-05T12:13:00.000+08:00

Hi guys out there its me here helping jamie to blog again, i'm told to do this...=) so here i am.. ok i shall start with the things tt happen this few days ya? alright we went to watch kung fu again with her bro. cus if we dun do so, her bro is going to watch alone.. so would the both of us let this happen of cus no..

Well she acc me to the dentist, if not for her i would not haf visited the dentist.. the fear for dentist is in me since p Sch! hahaa ok lar but no choice lar, my gums keep bleeding..a few times i change my mind not going but she keep ask me go! so i had to listen.. haha if not she is going to scream at me!

yup well ytd(040105) we went to orchard to play billiard with her bro(xiao bao), Pui leng and grace.. first time met pui leng and grace both are so nice person.. yup then after a few games we head our way back home...

Well somethings ugly happens when reach cine k pool...i dun wish to mention it liao, but its something not very nice ya? then cus me to be like so low morale. Then jamie feel that i haf change feelings towards her. HEaring tt i was like too lost to said anything, my mind was blank.. i dunno what made her said this. Once again i assure her i haf not. ok its over le so forget abt it k? Things jus dun turn out well between the 2 of us, but nvm abt tt.. its jus another obstacle tt we had to conquer, then our relationship will get stronger ya? i love u...

A New Year New Beginning

2005-01-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hi guys Me jus drop by here to help Jamie blog ya.. yeah aniway wish u guys here a happy new year, well 2005 has reach, bid farewell to year 2004...a year i can said tt its not very good?..

ok lets start with our trip to batam.. yeah our first overseas trip. Quite a memorable ones.. we were staying over at a resort, which her mum claims to be her second home, yeah and it was kinda relaxing over there... sitting at the balcony smoking and drink stobe was like retiring from all yr works and stress, yr mind is jus so relax. Me and jamie really did enjoy ourselves over there, playing with fire crackers, drinking and talking at night with her elders bro. Overall they such a nice and funny family.

yeah on our return onli left with jamie, me, her elder bro and his wife.. well went to the ferry terminal quite so we did some shopping there, but quite disappointed la not much things to shop one, haha.. jamie and i tends to buy smthing for the t.r.t but nothings seems to suits them and it was kinda ex too...

yup board up the ferry, had some fun too...playing all along with her elder bro, doing all sorts of king fu stance! and jamie learn to do on me!! so sad! haha ya once reach world trade...jamie was so anticipate to go buy her sandals we saw before we left for batam. and i promised her i would bring her go buy! hey i didn't break my promises this time k? haha... ya and we also developeed our photos in her phones out too... not a bad one right?

we reached her hse at 5 plus then she slept awhile and left her hse at 7 plus cus we are going to watch movies with the t.r.t...crazy right jus reach home dun wan rest go out watch movies. happening right? haha we met the rest at P.S we were watching the same show yet i and jamie watch at cinema 9 and the rest at cinema 8!! what the hell. ok lar after so long this is the first movie jamie and i watch together without the rest!

Well halfway through the show jamie told me tt we were not as loving as we used to be.. i was like stunned by what she said, got those feeling she like siaZzz of me liao.. i jus dunno why now she like keep thinking of those things.. i really wish to find the ans.. when she told me this i was like kinda piss off. cus i felt nuthing wrong wif us and yet she told me this.. ok lar think u think too much and maybe u really felt tt way. but how i wish u could jus be not so sensitive ya? i felt everything was fine onli maybe i didn't dote on u so much? But i do still love u alot girl.. Can u pls promised me don't be so sensitive over the lil things i do? if not how are we going to work out our relationship.. always saying i'm not like last time...haiZzz this really makes me worry.. i hope tt if u see this u could ans me back. I still loves u alot.. always...forever... i love u jamie.. u are jus the one...

i'm so long winded right? haha tts what she told me to do...do a long blog for her. well as i always listen to her.. it took me 22 mins to write this blog out.. lol well now when book out then she not by my side abit wierd like tt..haha ok lar tomolo i'm meeting her again~ yeah!! oki i shall stop here... take care ppl.. Wish ya a happy new year~

Yawns

2004-12-26T05:27:00.000+08:00

At his house.. He watching tv.. I got nothing to do.. So jus came here to blog.. V angreh.. Cos he promised to stay over my house de.. But now.. He went back on his promise.. Nvms, promises r meant to be broken anyways.. So i feel abit consoled oso.. Yawns las.. Fuckin hell.. Aiyas.. These few days went to alot of places..

Yesterday went for dinner with ma whole famileh at Sembawang Shopping Centre with him.. Went for thai food.. Aft back rushed home to get ma clothes.. Realised dat Yuki shitted and pee-ed everywhere.. Damn it.. Gotta clean up before gg out.. So when we reaxhed Jia Ling's house was already like 1030 Hrs.. Kena suan like siao.. Exchanged presents and greetings.. Aft dat he was too tired so we headed home.. Went his house to stay overnight.. Woke up quite "early" today.. Went home cos my brother and da sao left their house keys at ma house.. And ma house keys at their house.. So was like they have no keys to enter any house.. Gotta rush back..

Den today went to ma elder brother's house eat steamboat with Andy kor, Adeline, De Li and his gf.. So was like da house have 4 couples.. Ate tom yam AGAINS!! wth boy!? Cant u think of better ideas to eat something better? But tis time at least dinner have abalone.. So was abit consoled too.. Aft dat gotta rush to PS agains to meet T.R.T members fer movie.. Kung Fu Hustle.. Was finneh but i still felt abit sians.. Aft dat we went prata at Al-ameen.. Got to meet up with darlin.Nat fer awhile.. Still loving her loads mans.. Saw Callista.. Dun like her at all.. Aft dat come back to his house agains.. *Yawns* i dun feel like slping.. Cos he's like occupying da whole bed and i dun feel like slping with him.. Nvms.. I'll find other things to do other den slping.. Take care ppl.. =D

Wo hai Neng ai shui

2004-12-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah its been sometimes since i came here and blog.. anyway this blog is blog by LIM WEILOON... =) yeah here i am helping my dar to blog while she is doing her make up!! lol yeah...ytd was our 1st month...well it turns out to be quite disappointing as i book out late... the late was really late manz it was abt 10.30pm... reach home at 11 plus saw her sitting in my living room so happy =) yeah sorry dar our first month i didn't do much for u... but nvm abt tt i will repay u back on christmas day.. yeah i promised u k?? we had 2 games of billiard at cine and i lost to her 2 straight games... so sad... yeah after tt went over to her house to stay over...end up next morning wake up i found out tt my shoes was STOLEN!! well jamie felt guilty cus she nv help me put my shoes inside...lol...good huh she..anyway i didn't blame her..only feel abit wasted, my favourite shoes...well today was christmas and we are going to mit up with her family for dinner.. i'm going to feel pressure again!! but ok lar i will try to be more relax... and smile all da way lol!! after tt we are going over to jialing hse for christmas celebration...and yet we have not even buy the present...how huh? but should be not a big problem ba...ok guys take care...awish ya a MERRY CHRISTMAS

Happy times dun last..

2004-12-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

Oks.. HE GG LIAO!!! Dat = i can go hong.. =D Hahahahas.. Aiyas.. I got hong anot he himself noes da best la hors.. i dun needa say so much.. *Weets* So boring.. Its another week.. Waiting for him to come out.. But oks las.. Tml planning to go buy dogs.. Ma new dog's name will be loon.. =D *tsk tsk* =D Hubbi v happy.. Cos i take him as dog.. =D But nvms.. At least i can be with da new Wei Loon for 24/7! EXCITED!!! *Yays!* Come come loon.. I feed u eat bananas.. =D

A Long Weekends

2004-12-19T04:44:00.000+08:00

Well Well WEll...here i am today after some times of lagging ... this morning went to Bi's house...then brought my clothes over..thought of changing before going out...end up i brought the wrong jeans..lol bi sent me home again to change~ he is so nice right?? lol becus this afternoon while i was using his com he lay on his bed and fell asleep!! leaving me alone so sad.

ate pizza at my hse...den bath...and the most important part is i started to make up at 8...and finish at 9 plus...lol Bi waited for 1 hrs plus for me... Of cus he sure will entertain himself by taking pics of himself!! he is So Vain!!!! then we went orchard...buy my jacket, then we took our first photosticker together...=)

Met up with the rest.. went to watch a stupid show...and seriously i dunno what the show is all abt!! so stupid!! well we took alot of pics tday...getting more and more vain~ every book out.. will upload pics in da friendster...take care palzz...byeEeEe

darlin.Nat and hubbi.Loon!

2004-12-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Oks.. Lets start with ma darlin.Nat.. Jus called her.. Few nights ago had a v long and interesting chat with her in msn and fone.. Darlin i reali hope dat those pain will leave u soon.. No matter wat u decide i'll always be here for u.. Be here to support u.. Ya, i mean all da way.. Of cos! Cos u've reali been sucha nice darlin.. U already become 1 of da ppl i reali cherished and tresure in life.. I remember ma fren once told me, "Never take someone for granted, especially a person closest to ya heart. Cos u might wake up 1 day, realising dat u've lost a diamond while u r too busy collecting stones." I've kept tis phrase in ma heart.. Tot thru abt it.. And realised da person whu understands me so well, da one whu have showered care and concern for me is u.. I'll nv let sucha fren leave.. No matter how far she might be, she'll still be near and closest to ma heart.. Thanks darlin.. For giving me everything u could when i felt so lost.. I lova u still..

Hubbi? Is a guy without A BUTT!! He says so.. He's beside me lying on his bed.. Lols.. He's da oni person giving me dat kinda feeling dat "HE'S DA 1!" Bi, how i feel i already tell u le.. So no nid to be so precise in ma blog hur? Lols.. I love u loads..

[They r da 2 oni important ppl in ma life!]

Nights..

2004-12-02T02:06:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i updated ma blog ya? Lols.. Its true dat i've been v busy nowadays.. Not busy bas.. Jus plain lazeh.. Excuses.. Lols.. Hmmms.. Ma relationship with ma Hubbi is getting better and closer each and everyday.. I've been waiting fer him to come outta dat darn place and to meet up with me..

Everyday i've been doing da same things over and over agains.. Wake up eat den slp.. Lols.. So i dun see a need to update ma blog everyday.. Take care people.. I'll be back soon to update interesting things in ma blog..

27th Nov

2004-11-28T15:13:00.000+08:00

Woots.. Yesterday too tired agains.. Had a v happeh and fun time with ma hubbi and his frens.. First, i met up with hubbi at 4.. He came to Bishan MRT fetch meh.. We den went Toa Payoh to eat ma fav porridge.. Too bad i had no appetite.. So i ate abit oni.. Hubbi ate abit oso.. We den went Safra play billiard.. Shit man.. I lost to him.. =((( Aft 1 game we den went Orchard to meet up with his buddies.. Ah Han and Roger.. Decide to go eat agains.. Tis is when they started suan-ing me eat porridge.. Hahas.. We den went to Far East eat..

After eating went over to Cine meet Ivan and da rest.. Wow.. Dya noe frm far east walk to Cine how far nots? Damn far lo.. Ma legs realli damn tired aft all those stupid walking.. Was den discussing if we should go K-Box or Party World.. Decided to go Party World anyways.. Sang till 1.. Went over to Lip Disco as Ivan wanted to go and find Mei Ling.. Wow.. Dat's a real horrible place.. Altho its a disco but no one dance there one lo.. Oni those bartop dancers.. Sians.. Tried to endure.. So i dong till 3.. Den went to Geylang lorong 17 to eat dim sum.. Ate abit oso.. Cos no mood.. Dunnos y.. Den it started drizzling.. Sucks man.. Den started raining cats and dogs fer awhile.. We den went home.. Journey home was so long.. Grrrr.. Nearly fall aslp at BKE.. Lols..

However altho yesterday wasn't any special occasion.. But i felt so happeh.. And i nv feel so happeh fer tis week.. Cos i get to meet ma Hubbi.. Hais.. Counting down agains liaos..

Jus woke up..

2004-11-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

*Yawns* Jus woke up not long ago.. Feeling quite tired.. Cos yesterday waited for Hubbis' call till i fall aslp.. Lols.. When he called was like i din answer..

Spent da whole afternoon at Kimage with Gracie.. With her helping me dye ma hair.. But when i wash ma hair i was damn shocked.. Blardeh hell she dyed ma hir to striking pink!!! How am i gg to face ppl in ma life? Lols.. How am i gg to go out!? However i din say it out.. I dun wanna hurt her.. So i said nice ar.. I like it alot.. Thx.. Duhh.. Ma daddeh den came and fetch me.. Dat was when both ma parents nag frm Punggol to World Trade Centre and back home.. Sians.. Anyways, i decided to cover it up.. I called Grace and asked if theres' any way to make it not so striking.. Den she say cover it with black lo.. So went over to Bugis to meet her.. And we spent some time shopping ard.. Aft dat we went to Haig Rd to find her bf, Pui Leng..

Aft dat we went over to Pui Lengs' house to get ma hair done.. Now it looks perfectly fine noe.. Yesterday Hubbi had combat shoot.. Was made da marksman and got dat $200.. Happeh fer him.. Take care loads peeps.. I'm gonna bathe and change and meeting Hubbi ltr on.. =D

Feeling too tired..

2004-11-25T13:18:00.000+08:00

Was feeling too tired last night.. Cos i spent da whole morning and afternoon trying to tidy ma room.. Clean everything up cos today ma new furnitures will be arriving.. =D I wanna complain lots abt ma mum.. I dun have 3 heads and 6 arms.. I can oni do one thing at a time.. Wth? She keeps complaining and nagging.. Grrr..

After tidying ma room went to Alexandra Day Centre with ma brother for some course or lecture.. Abt drug addiction and alcoholism.. Anyways i'm not so into alcohol.. I'm jus so into drugs.. Oks.. I admit.. Dat was in da past.. I used to spent ma days away feeling so high.. Once i get home will be slp.. By da time i'm awake, i'll be out to Sultan to get drugs agains.. Duh.. Dat kinda life sucks.. Okies.. I'm abit outta point already.. Back to da point.. Aft dat lecture went over to Cineleisure and had 2 games of billiard with ma brother, Xiao Bao.. Aft dat time to get home.. Reached home at abt 11 and rushed to call Hubbi.. I knew he was v tired so we toked for abt 15 min or so.. And he went to slp.. =D I went to slp too..

Den today morning, once i wakie, mum was nagging agains.. So u see y i dun like staying home? Tot of gg out.. Actually had an appointment with ma stylist Grace.. Cos i wanted to get ma hair dyed and cut.. But now having quarrel with ma mum.. Dun think i will be able to get a cent frm her already.. Think ma dad will be helping me with it.. Anyways ma mum is jus ridiculous and unreasonable.. Jus hate her.. =((

Yays Attached le..

2004-11-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hmmms.. Went to Sentosa today.. Had lotsa fun.. Went with alot of ppl.. Sister.En, Leonard, Xiao Pang, Kenneth, Gordan, Amanda, Pui Leng, Jun Yi, Shaun, Jun Hao and ma brother.. Had lotsa fun there.. Din bring ma bikini to change.. However Min Guang came ma house and help me take ma clothes.. Once i change come out only den rain le.. Eeekkss.. Sucks.. Bad day.. We den went to Rasa Shangri-La to bath for free.. *Lols* Cos ma brother worked there previously.. Noe quite alot of ppl there.. Think i'm abit sick aft being caught in da rain.. Aft dat we went to Pui Lengs' house.. Jun Yi, Ah Girl, Pui Leng and ma brother played mahjong.. While i was busy msg-ing Wei Loon..

Anyways i dunnos which topic i touched on.. However we got together.. And think tis should be da happiest thing dat happened to me.. Cos everything else is so screwed up.. I jus dun understand.. In ma previous post i described him as a nice guy.. I hope dat he'll stay true to me.. Cos i dun think i can be hurt agains.. I'm afraid dat it'll go numb soons.. *Happeh*

Now i'm too tired to blog le.. Wan an peeps!

Jus getting started..

2004-11-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

Jus started with ma blog.. Realised dat i forgot alot of things.. Forget how to upload songs and bla bla bla.. These few days have been at home.. Damn bored.. Realised missing da times he brought me out.. But too bad.. He's in camp.. Duhs.. I have alot to say.. But i cant get those words outta ma mouth.. So, i guess i hafta type it all out..

Lets' start with problems i'm having with ma darlin.Nat.. We used to be so close to each other.. Taking care of each other and well.. Meeting each other almost everyday.. Soons, it became ma routine.. But now she found new friends.. And friends she hates in da past had became her closest fren.. Wat abt me? I've left quietly.. Slowly.. Of cos, i wun inform her dat i'll be leaving duh.. But it pricks ma heart leaving her.. Fending fer herself.. When she's jus so dependent on me making decisions.. I guess tis isn't a problem anymore.. Cos she've got herself a bf whu'll be able to take care of her i guess.. Its been a week since we last contacted with each other.. Nahs.. Lets see wat will happen ltr on..

I've met someone new.. And dat's Wei Loon.. He seems to be quite a nice guy.. Have gone out with him twice already.. And his bunch of frens r v fun to be with.. But i jus dunnos wat i'm thinking.. I cant let go of ma past.. But i really hope to get on in life.. Wat do i really wan? I dunnos..

Nahs.. I'm gonna end somewhere here.. Cos i dun feel like blogging now..